-NEVEL VELL'LEKAR
Mon'xachem jivit Dev boroita. Devache yevzonne pormonnem ami hea sonvsarant yetanv, jiyetanv ani mortanv. Devache hukume xivai, ek kaddi pasun halona. Amche tokleche kens pasun mezlole asat, oxem ami mhonntanv. Mon'xachem moron chintlear ek sopon koxem. Tem mon'xachi piray pollena, tem zat-kat manun ghena. Chora porim tem yeta. Ani mon'xan tea vellar taka rav mhonnunk zaina. Ponn zo monish ea mornnank kurpechea jivitantlean toyar asta, to subhagi! Sorgimchea sukhacho to bhagidar zata.
Ek jivall yadnik somplo… Pri Thomas Fernandes, Colva ganvant, 1972 vorsa zolmol'lo. Raiturche siminarint apli nimni yadniponnachi akarnni kelea uprant, 2002 vorsak, taka yadniki makhnni favli. Taka Quepem ganvant padr kur koso nomearlo. Tea uprant Old Goa, Gonvllik Vidyamondirant, tannim aple yadniki akarnni chalu dovorli. Chear vorsam Kutt'tthale firgojent boro gonvllik vavr kelea uprant, taka Nuvem igorjent dhaddlo. Thoim taka don vorsam zaunchinch aslim. Sodanch hanstea tonddacho, doyall kallzacho, ek jivall yadnik to! Dukhan alsear pasun khuxal distalo. Konnache-i adarak pavtalo. Taka 'nam' mhonnunk kollonaslolem. Zalear apleo khuxeo pasun khuxin kaddun, dusreak khuxal korunk vavurtalo. To mhaka seminarint xiktana mellunk na, ponn to yadnik zatoch kitle pavtti to mhaka bhett'la, tedna tache koddlean mhaka zaitem xikunk mell'lam. “Padr Vigar koso asa?” oxem vicharlear, padr vigarachi vhoddvik gaitalo. Pri Alvaro Martins ani apunn bhav-bhav koxe jiyetat, oxem sangtalo. To apleak padr vigar mellunk ek bhag mhonn somzotalo. Mhoino pasun zavnk na, hanv ravta tea 'Vianney Home' hea amchea yadnikachea ghorant to aplea boroborchea yadnikam sangata hanga ailolo. Hanv vavurta tea Loukik Seve Kendrant yevun Julayachea mhoineacho pasun aplo hixeop diun gel'lo.
'Tuji Khuxi Zaum' hea mhojea prachit kallantle dakhovnnecho ul'lekh korun to mhonntalo: “Amkam padrink amchea borea ani teagi jivitachi mozuri melltolich”. Ponn itle vegim to Bapachi mozuri gheunk vetolo mhonn konnench chintunk na. To aplea firgojentlea sumar satt tornatteank gheun Galgibaga veller piknikek gel'lo. Jevnnacho vell to. Nigtinch teg tornattim udkan gel'lim. Udkant buddunk laglim. Konnem tori Pri Thomas-ak kolloilem. To tim buddta thoinsor dhanvun gelo. Tegui tornateank mornnachea gansantlim umttun kaddlim. Ponn apunnuch mornnachi boli zalo. Tachea mornnachi khobor aikun hang khonti zalom. Ponn tegank novem jivit diunk, hea mogall yadnikan apnnachench bolidan kelem, hem mhaka kollon yetanch, mhaka hea mmhojea yadnik bahvachem gorv dislem. Dusream pasot jiv divop, hache von vorto mog na, hea Jezucheach utramcho mhaka ugddas zalo. Jezucho ek khoro xis zaun, to omor zaun, porzoll'lo! Tachea tea teagi kornnenk hanv sallam martam. He tache mola-vorte kornnenk, Dev taka mozuri ditoloch mhonn hanv bhavartan sotmantam!
Tachem moron amkam sfurti dita… Choddxim zannam ami amchea ani amchea ghorabea pasot jiyetanv. Jezu bhaxen amchem jivit dusream pasot jiyeunk ani goroz poddlear morun Pri Thomas amkam sfurti zata. Tannem apnnachem chintunk na, dusrea khatir jiyelo ani melo. Az padri chukum von a, ami amcho tallo ubharun bobo martanv.
Kolva ganvchea padr vigaracheo chuki dakhoun, tacher ad ek gitanchi CD kaddloli. Konnem-i il'li chuk kelear pasun ami ti choddli korun, taka varear ghaltanv.
Apnnachea dolleantlem vhoddlem kisor asat tem kaddinastana, dusreanchea dolleantlem kuskut ami kaddunk bhonvtanv. Hem mon'xachem soimb! Zori tannim Kolvachea padr vigaran vaitt kelam mhonn somzun tacho Gõy bhor prochar kelo, zalear aiz Pri Thomas
dusream pasot aplo jiv diun omor zala, hi tachi mola vorti kornni ami rokddech vosortanv? He-i tache teagi kornnenk boroupamni, CD, VCD-intlean omor korat. Atamche ani fuddle pillgek dusream pasot jiyeop ani morop kitem tem kollon yeum di! Pri Thomas somplo ponn to omor zalo. 'Sambhar sorlear poteak vas urta' he toren to sodanch amche modem jivo urtolo. Tachem jivall soimbhan nettoilolem ani dusream khatir jiyel'lem jivit ani moron amkam sodanch sfurti zatolem. Ami borem jivit jiyeta astana melear pasun ami onor zateel. Ami melear pasun lok amchea borea kornneamni nettoilolea jivitacho ugddas kortolo!
- Sylvester Vaz
12/06/2010
Pictures courtesy
http://nuvemparishionersofkuwait.blogspot.com/2010/05/tearful-farewell-to-fr-thomas-fernandes.html and www.goa-world.com
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